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so guys, layan la story karut marut aku dolu2....

really confuse

November 6th, 2008 by r-a-t-n-a

urm ..lama jgk xtulis apa2…tetibe today rs nk tulis sumthing…y rs lonely sgt…ntahla..maybe dak2 dlm umah ni sume xde…only me alone…n mr FYR pulak..urm ;( lately cm dah fed up utk teruskan my relationship wif him..ntahla smp ble bule bertahan lg…

actually ngah layan korean cd but i dunno y my mind melayang2…normally every single word i bule igt..xbule miss….but then…urm cant describe how i felt rite now…

last 2 3 days ialways mimpi kn sumone ..n i confuse y i bule mimpi *** . dlm mimpi tu sumenya indah n sempurna…but y org itu? apa maksudnya? adakah petunjuk? or ………………………………………

xtau y i sebak …i really confuse…really really confuse….

B-O-r-i-N-g

June 18th, 2007 by r-a-t-n-a

busan nye tis week…mr FYR tarak..gi teambuilding..MISS him..uwaaa..teman2 hv their own agenda…siBLINGs xlepak kt umah…my mom+dad xajak hangout…nuthing FUN tis week cuma kijo jela…wakeup at 6 then gi kijo patuh 5pm go home… WARGGGGGHHHHH busan kan kawan2? ?! weekend duk umah jek…basuh baju…lipat baju…tgk tv… hah *&%$#@#@! 7july nih daftar kek UPM….S_T_U_D_Y brain ni beguna lg ke x still dunno….my mom+dad xkasi duk umah sewa kot kena ulang alik ke agaknye..??!! ntahla….4 yrs to go babes…. MIGRAIN akak…27 July nih FLY ke jakarta ngan dak2 mereng tuh… 3 dak nicegal (sue+atie+wa2)…hihihi nice ke?? xpaham tul la nape la dorg buh name tuh…CONFIUS tau~! ahaks$ n 1 dak niceboy (eday)..WAT?? belasah lar…hihi then me n mr fyr….jom kite ENJOY….!!!! hilangkan rasa2 curiga duka dan nestapa..mari kita menyanyi lagu sha NA na……*&^%$%#%*@^

[ 2nd time ~L.A.N.G.K.A.W.I ]

May 7th, 2007 by r-a-t-n-a

~aloha

lets share sumthing bout trip kat langkawi…play for JMS…happening seh..SMACK DOWN sume ada…[ wachaa ] arrived kat langkawi

8.30am

, 27 Apr…duhh ~ muka B.U.S.O.K gile !!! 10.30pm betolak dr putrajaya smpi jeti kuala perlis 6am then naik feri till jeti kuah then naik bus again till LADA…tidooO…bangun….makan…tidooOo lagi…bangun…SAMPAI jak…

28 Apr start wif badminton..since im not involved kena lak jadi cheer leaders [ POM2 GAL gitu ] B-E-L-A-S-A-H !! wif all the spirit all out aku lontarkan my voice…vocal kasi ‘GEGAR…..’ 1 dewan ?! between sume team yg ade kt

sana

..OURS paling SEMANGAT + KECOH…biaseee lewww…ade pompuan GEDIK$ ni…yaYAyaYA

hukk..ptg pulak start game netball…panas terik YA AMPUN !! habis sebotol sun block sapu kt badan but NO use jak..apo nak buek, klu dah dasar I.R.E.N.G tu ireng jgkla…[ kamus JAWA ‘ireng = itam ] W.O.R.L.D ~ahaks

well…in our group, team kami JOHAN kump…so, kena la fight against

SARAWAK

[ naib johan other group ] semi final la ni b4 ke FINAL.. draw 8-8 smpi buat ms tambahan gitu BUT unfortunately it doesn’t END in a good way.. fight ngan SARAWAK’ians yang xpuas hati other team pulak [ busuk punya org ] start lar smack down between US..haha sarawak’ians relax je yg OVER other team nih maybe takot nk fight ngn kami kat FINAL kot ::cet::

at last, we all mengalah je dpt 3^rd place..wif NO satisfaction + frustrated ngn technical team yang in charge tournament ni. B.E.N.G.O.N.G fight for tis game cm bule win USD 10,000 jek..huh

sume game team kami dpt 3^rd place except bowling 1^st place n karem 2^nd…overall kami dpt 3^rd place at last…ump for me..i really2 having FUN over there…next yr maybe kt KUCHING pulak…will c then

cheoOw

:: naluri L.E.L.A.K.I ::

March 18th, 2007 by r-a-t-n-a

I have NO trust to anybody. duhh…felt cam hampeh je lately… my HEART was broken, terluka kerna dilukai… ~wah gitu .. urm dun u think it is hard to mke our relationship PERFECT…?! instead of goin fine + smooth y its getting more worse + complicated day by day.. ??

ump, y pepul who named L.E.L.A.K.I cant b loyal, jujur, amanah, fatonah [ #$%$^&*# ] pd sorg pumpuan jak?? Or else mmg betul agaknya….. ‘NALURI LELAKI’ ….

Renung2

kan

dan selamat ber…..amal ke?? [ muahahaa ]

Aku adalah Lelaki
Yang tak pernah lelah
Mencari wanita

Aku adalah Lelaki
Yang selalu gundah
Menunggu wanitaku

Aku adalah lelaki
Yang selalu ingin
Dibuai wanitaku

Tolong dekati aku
Tolong hampiri aku
Tolong jamahi aku
Agar aku bijaksana
Agar aku bahagia
Agar aku merasakan cinta

Naluriku sebagai lelaki
Membuatku menginginkan
Berjuta wanita di sisiku
Naluriku sebagai lelaki
Membuatku merindukan
Pujaan dari wanita

SEE…naluri lelaki ingin berjuta wanita…??? m I rite now??

Q n A ???

January 29th, 2007 by r-a-t-n-a

1.Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?

:: OFCOZ!! [ my PAMA ]

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?

:: hopefully I can but NOT YET…huhu

3. Do you like more than one person right now?

:: YA!! I like so many pepul I guess…

4. Are you against same sex marriage?

:: KUBUR masing2 [ HARAM hukumnya ]

5. Where are you going on your next vacation?

:: Malacca !!! [ cant wait ]

6. Who are you going with?

:: sumone who I LOVE deep in my heart… [ miaw ]

7. If you could have one super power what would it be?

:: do u mean "coffee super power" ?? ~ahaks

8. What is your favorite sound?

:: sound system !!! [ hiks ]

9. Favorite movie of all time?

:: malay? Chinese? Hollywood? Bollywood? [ dunno ]

10. Have you ever gone to therapy?

:: NO so far

11. Have you ever Played Spin the bottle?

:: NOT bottle but PEN

12. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?

:: can I say YA i HAVE?

13. Have you ever had a crush on your brother/ sister’s friend?

:: NEVA!!!

14. Have you ever gone to a beach?

:: wat a Q !! YES I’ve

15. Have you ever been to a strip club?

:: not yet [ haha ]

16. Have you ever had a stalker?

: : uh…YA !! [ wohoho ]

17. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

:: Nope.

18.Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?

:: YEP

19. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

:: MOST

20. Have you ever lied to your parents?

:: ya ! TIPU SUNAT jak

21. What do you miss right now?

:: Mr FYR

22. Ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day?

:: depends

23. Last song you listened to?

:: warisan wanita terakhir [ teachers pet ]

24. Who was the last person who called you?

:: my BRO

25. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?

:: HEAVEN !!!

‘ DUNIA BARU ‘

January 4th, 2007 by r-a-t-n-a

+ HEPI NEW YEAR +

azam baru , semangat baru but then MAYBE perangai lama … kuang 3x urm xyah ler.. tiap taun mmg cm gini !! semangat je lebey tp HAMPES gak ~adehh stay childish cm dolu2 jak … bdk hingus umo dh masuk 23 bile lar nk matured ek..lama x melayari BLOG’s ni.. bz skit bln lps…WAT?? ratna bz?? [ finally ] lots of work xtipu…baru BEST!! 2le xde time nk jot down sumthing here… A_L_A_S_A_N

celebrate new yr ngn family kt air panas selayang tis year…hihi actually bkn nk celebrate pun.. sj mmg plan nk kua..selalu cm gini lar klu x duk umah ngn family je le..FRIENDS?? don’t u ever2 dare 2 ajak ..MEMBAZIR jak!! Beside new yr at 2nd of JAN masuk ler 2yrs kami GELI2 gitu [ me + mr fyr ].. as usual gi sumwhere la kot mybe tis yr gi MELAKA… ngeem ! jom kite ENJOY !!!!

duhh dh almost 1yr xcut my hair, but yesterday I cut it OFF.. [ yeah ] ringan ! enak BANGAT !! masuk taun baru konon… azam baru konon… lots of thing nk ubah so,

10 things RATNA need to CHANGE !!

1. KENA solat awal wak2

2. KENA bangkit tdo awal, xmo liat2

3. KENA matured xmo cm HINGUS

4. KENA dtg keje awal

5. KENA dgr ckp PAMA

6. KENA belajar pepandai [ scorer ]

7. KENA pandai masak

8. KENA buang 3C inside me [ careless + clumsy + cemburu ] BUT maintain wif 1C [ comel ]

9. KENA kurus hi hi hi

Last MAJOR thing need to change [ my fwen noe abt it ]

10. KENA jd PUNCTUAL everytime ofcoz [ ho ho ho ]

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